By Divinity on Nov 17, 2008 in Diaries | 72 Comments
Last week, I spoke of settling back into me after floating around the last couple years. Remember, as you encounter new things and seek to process them: it’s all part of the journey: all part of the show.
A spiritual journey through life is like being in a theater. You sit in the audience watching the [...]
By Divinity on Nov 5, 2008 in Diaries | 71 Comments
Dear beautiful, primal, magical creature. I wish that you could see what I see when I look at you. You astonish me. I can’t promise to know what you should do or to be here forever. I can promise that I love and believe in you. Thank you for lighting me up.
I’ve caught myself on [...]
By Divinity on Oct 27, 2008 in Diaries | 15 Comments
Where the heck are my keys?
I’m flying through the land of broken dreams
Because I’m looking for my keys:
The ones who will open me
Free me, See me
and Maybe love me anyways
Drawing closer to someone that has stood out in my perception for about a year now has presented me with a key, leading to moments of [...]
By Divinity on Oct 15, 2008 in Diaries | 62 Comments
At our very core, we are love, and the natural state of being is to let that love flow into the world around us. Instead, we allow fears and doubts to keep us from doing that as they present an illusion of lack, incompetence and need. The truth is that the love within us is [...]
By Divinity on Oct 3, 2008 in Diaries | 330 Comments
Last week, I spoke of entities created within ourselves by building walls of fear. The resulting lack of energy to a certain part of us creates illusions of need, being powerless and expecting others to provide our needs in parts of our lives. These critters’ existence depends on our belief in their illusions, so they [...]
By Divinity on Sep 24, 2008 in Diaries | Comments Off
Version one: Evil unseen monsters ride piggyback on us, digging their talons into our skulls, projecting illusions in front of us that scare us and make us run this way and that, giving them control over our puppet strings, guiding us to situations that will evoke certain emotions within us (ultimately fear or love) so [...]
By Divinity on Sep 8, 2008 in Diaries | 44 Comments
SURRENDER …SURRENDER… SURRENDER…. Over the last couple weeks, circumstances have been pounding against me as I mentally dug my heels in and vowed, “I refuse to surrender to anything external trying to draw me into hurting myself or others.”
And what a battle that has been. It seemed the harder I tried to react in love, [...]
By Divinity on Aug 25, 2008 in Uncategorized | 10 Comments
I once had a lover that wore a black plastic mask…and it was HOT! Even though I knew who it was, the mask hid that from me.
I’ve journeyed far and wide and I’ve realized my truest passion - the unknown. That’s right! The unknown makes me hot! I will always seek to know more of [...]
By Divinity on Aug 18, 2008 in Uncategorized | 16 Comments
Over the last week, I found myself trying on different fantasies that allowed me to escape my present moment and pulled me out of alignment. Fantasies are all fine and dandy, but sometimes we encounter something that shatters a fantasy, leaving us with a reality we may be tempted to find disappointing. In the [...]
By Divinity on Aug 6, 2008 in Diaries | 24 Comments
Put on a song that makes you happy.
Listen to your parents fighting.
Stare at hawks circling each other in a beautiful blue sky.
Read words of rebellion.
Read a love letter dripping with sexual overtones.
Fall asleep to the sounds of majestic waves crashing on the shores outside your window.
Read those lines again. [...]