Satan said to tell you that you’re a boob.

So, lately, I’ve been thinking about how I’ve spent a good amount of time in my life thinking I was a boob: a real screw up. It is mostly because anytime I’d stick my neck out, share myself, or try something new, I’d be told I was doing something wrong or screwing up. I probably was at times, but mistakes can be the best teachers. Everyone feels this way at some point, but they don’t usually talk about it. This leads to most of us feeling alone in our supposed “lack of excellence”. I’ve come to a point where I’m really determined to not let anyone or anything make me feel bad about myself. We are fabulous. Yep. It’s time to shiiiiiiiiiiiiiine in 2009.

The real test of strength is to see if you can overcome the voice within and without that accuses you of being a screw up and be the beautiful dream that your heart whispers to you. Remember my writings on spirits being unique patterns that energy can flow in? (Thought patterns within us). Well, the one that flows in a pattern that feels accusatory is the one we call SATAN! That’s what Satan means. It cames from the Hebrew word “Satan’ el” or the arabic word “Shatain”, which both mean “accuser” or “to accuse”.

If you’ll notice the spelling of Satanel, it is similar to Michael, Raphael, Uriel – all “El’s”, all parts of the divine. However, it is said in the 2^nd book of Enoch that Satanel knew the difference between right and wrong, and was cast from Heaven. Sound familiar? Adam and Eve ate from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil and were cast from Paradise. The part of the divine that wanders the earth is the part that worries over right/wrong and is plagued with doubt. Doubt can not exist in heaven. You can not exist in the state of paradise if you are busy doubting yourself or warring over whether you are doing something right or wrong. These are the things that keep our heart’s desires from becoming our reality.

I have a piece of a book I decided not to write that I thought was going to waste just sitting around on my hard drive. I’ve uploaded it as a mini E-book which you can purchase for $4 by clicking here. HALF of the proceeds go to buy supplies for a local Children’s Shelter, Home of the Innocents, which I resided at for a short time as a child. You can read the review Phil Harris wrote of it here.

If you’ve read my previous laments on being well endowed, you’ll understand the title.  It’s titled They said I was a boob…Or did they say ‘nice boobs’? I hope you enjoy this humorous spiel on self acceptance.  May it lead you to enjoying your own moments of boob-dom a little more.  From this point forward, I know that you will hear the voice for what it is and say “Awww, silly Satan”, and go about the business of creating your paradise.

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When do you really feel you’ve screwed up on the path of following your heart? When have you felt accused? Can you find a way to overcome the voice within? Can you truly love boobs? Can you embrace being a boob? How do you quiet the voice of the heinous accuser? Be sure to leave me a comment so others don’t feel so alone, and bookmark this post to help free others from the burden of carrying Satanel around with them. BE a part of Satanel Liberation Force!