Who’s Yer Daddy?

Version one: Evil unseen monsters ride piggyback on us, digging their talons into our skulls, projecting illusions in front of us that scare us and make us run this way and that, giving them control over our puppet strings, guiding us to situations that will evoke certain emotions within us (ultimately fear or love) so they may feed on said emotions.

Version two: When we close certain switches off within ourselves and refuse to accept something, our flow of energy pools off into individual patterns within us, creating thought patterns that allow us to only see through the created mental filter, which causes us to stay within certain circumstances so we keep feeling the same way about ourselves and others, strengthening the walls we put up and further feeding and pouring more energy into those individualized patterns within us.

Whichever one above makes sense, run with it. They both say the same thing. As I’ve said before, we are pure energy at our core. As an individual entity, we are a unique flow of energy through the switches we’ve decided to leave open or to close by what we choose to accept and reject.

The natural state of energy is to flow. When we remain open, we accept ( we love) and we allow that flow of energy straight through us. When we reject something about ourselves or what we see around us and refuse to accept it, we put up a wall. This blocks the flow of source energy through us, causing it to pool off into little patterns within, creating little individual entities within us. They are not external creatures. They are parts of ourselves that are running on autopilot beneath our conscious operation. These patterns are the spirits we carry within us. These spirits (or thought patterns) that create the projected world we live in, feed on our emotion. The illusions created by these master illusionists allow us to refrain from taking responsibility for what we birth into the world (through our actions) and allow us to continue to carry and feed these spirits, letting them wreak havoc on our lives and those around us. We are their gateway into this world. Fear not, though! A light is sweeping over the land and we see the vampires upon our backs. It’s terrifying to some that the vampires wear our own faces, while others are empowered in knowing they hold the power to change.

So, how do we gain victory over them? Well, allow me to share one method found on the sacred vessel of wisdom known as the public restroom wall:”One day, I will make fear my bitch!”

“HOLY CRAP, Divinity,” You say. (No pun intended…well, maybe). “Are you saying you turned a toilet session into a chance for innate wisdom? I can’t believe you!”

Believe it, brothers and sisters. I myself was full of this crap known as illusion, but I have taken the holiest of poos, and I have seen the light.

The way to overcoming these mini us monsters is to take a deep breath, accept responsibility (whether we feel like something is our fault or not) and step through the illusion of fear. We listen to our heart and be completely honest with ourselves about what we want and then go after it despite any fears that may try to stop us. We let down the walls, allowing the energy to be redirected towards our truest loves and desires. We decide to laugh, and LOVE, no matter the circumstances around us that try to get us to fear or fight instead.

In other words so eloquently put by the toilet buddha before me, “Make fear your bitch.”

Next week: How to care for these entities you’ve created.
I guess it could be said that I’ve spent much of my life figuring out what it is to be human. My conclusion: at the very core, we are a flame. We are raw energy: pure potential, with many layers of thoughts/spirits piled on top of that. We contain the spirit realm. We let the spirit realm overflow into the life around us. If we remain open and accept, we allow love/pure energy/god flow into the life around us. If we close up, reject, hold back, we create other entities that will flow into the life around us.

The physical is where everything ends up. It is where everything is processed. So, you have to deal with the physical to accomplish anything in spirit. And so, we have to deal with, face, and love the physica: it has always been and will always be a part of us. In this realm, we feed ourselves knowledge and understanding from books and hard drives. In another realm, we ARE the books and hard drives. Until we start thinking of ourselves as a collective contained within physical bodies, we will have a hard time understanding ourselves and how we operate.

IT’s amazing really:the creatures that are present on this earth, the spirits who return again and again…and we choose which spirits we will carry or bless and send on their way.

I close with something I was inspired to write to someone: I am blowing sparkling kisses of eternal purity your way to lay cracks in any illusions that may be keeping you from the amazing dream you are ….I do not bind any devils within you that dangle desires in front of those you care about and in front of you, instead I rain flowers down upon him and prance in front of him with silly antics and tell him jokes and plant sweet kisses upon him and sing faery songs to him that drown out his murmurings.
:)Thank you for being such a miraculous muse to me and lighting me up inside! I love and believe in you!

What will you be a vessel for?